| Tuesday, February 8th, 2005 |
| 4:49 pm |
So Sorry everyone,,,,
Lack of posting has been sucking lately... Still on tour and I have very few chances to get to a computer.. seeing that my laptop shit the bed on me not too long ago.. so we're in New Milford Connecticut right now, and we still have 2 months of tour left.. and I'm already tired and ready to call it quits and go home and sleep and take a shower..deffinately getting tired of being stuffed in a van w/ 6 other smelly dudes for hours on end.. fuck... mikey's baing on the door.. my comp time is up.. check back soon |
| Friday, January 28th, 2005 |
| 5:50 pm |
:sigh:.. leaving for Tour w/ IHD in 2 days.. fuck.. it feels like I just got home.. well.. we'll chalk it up to 1 more tour pass on the clip and more restless nights on the tour bus |
| Friday, December 3rd, 2004 |
| 3:27 pm |
Urk.. I need to update more.... not that anyone actually reads my entries.. Heading back out for tour here w/ Spirit Warrior... hoping these guys aren't the same assholes they were when we toured w/ them last.. so the next post will be from the road.. :sigh: I'm 23 and mom still yells @ me when I drink.. |
| Wednesday, October 6th, 2004 |
| 10:27 am |
Holy shit... Updatearino.. Tour was fun.. always is.. um yeah.. I'll update when I don't have to lug my drums all over the dam place.. good to be home.. :sigh: |
| Monday, June 21st, 2004 |
| 11:12 am |
Hmm.. where to begin..
What heppened..? when did you become such a loss for words....Like a dictionary burned..no more verbality in what you never say..I've taken a step @ a time.. but those steps have turned back..you were true to yourself like you always said you be.. but you were never ever true to me..so I had a thought.. if I was to hold a bag over your head how long do you think you could survive on your own false air..? The bag has no emotion but it traps you it won't tell you what you want to hear.. it's just there..engulfing you as you consume everything you have left...the same waht you've consumed me...I'm no longer who I was.. and you're no longer who you want to be..you're worn yourself out.. so who's going to be there to pick up the pieces this time..? |
| Wednesday, April 14th, 2004 |
| 1:13 pm |
www.rockandrollconfidential.com o...muh god.. YESSSSSS..! Finally.. something needed to be said. =) |
| Monday, April 12th, 2004 |
| 5:27 pm |
Self Made Disaster.....
My brother is getting shipped out to Iraq... fuck... all he knows is, he's leaving sometime in May... but we're not sure.. He's going for a year.... not that I see him more than once a month or anything.. but still..365 friggin days... apparently he's going in as his old psotion before he became an NCO.. so he'll be a Forward Artillery Surveyor.. and that means forward postions.. nasty people that don't like americans...and have guns..greeeat... my mother is a basket case.. and my hatred of Bush had been fueled even more...why my family needs to be involved in his fucking tax payer funded vendetta'.... Fuck Bush...... |
| Thursday, April 8th, 2004 |
| 9:34 am |
1..2..3..4..Here we go again....
Shit yes... I think... EBC got the new recording studio all set up.. and he's offered to let me come in and beta test some shit..so he's gonna let me lay down some drum tracks.. somthin' I can post on the message boards like a demo of some sorts.. hopefully that'll make reviving a band and getting back on tour an easier experience..I hate that crap... "Everyone is looking for decent drummers".. wtf.. ? I've put my name out there numerous times.. sent people out w/ tapes.. and every time it just fizzled out.. prolly for the better... I'm not really down for working w/ a bunch of unmotivated people anyways.. so yeah.. Bleeding Though and HIMSA tonight.. fuuuuck yeah.. get to see whats her nuts from Bleeding through.. the keyboard player.. soooooo fucking hot she is.. I'm not feeling particularly artistic today.. and this sadens me.. food---->Work------->drums...! |
| Wednesday, April 7th, 2004 |
| 10:00 am |
"We are the Wicked who will only survive by the strength of reason"  |
| 9:32 am |
Out of habit, I used to chew and contort the dead skin on my bottom lip... I still do infact.. I would mangle that collection of cells.. until it would tear away from it's own warm nest of blood cells and saliva.. in 1 large chunk of nothing.. bitter tastes.. sweet embraces.. people I've kissed..still lingeirng on those cells in memories that I would far sooner forget than want to rememebr in some random dime-store dealing, where a song, a smell a chuckle...brings something unwanted flooding back..not unwanted in a sense undesired..but an unwant in a familiar ache it forces back into my chest..something I had.. could still have and still want to have.. w/ all that still fresh.. it's a wonder I ever go out @ all...I've avoided people for too long.. not people in number.. but specific people..people I once knew.. but fealt that knowing was detrimental to what I thought my existence should be.. in one selfish thought.. I thought I was still there..but I guess I'm not.. instead I write these down in notes.. and lyrics strewn across my room..resembling those days that I miss..one paper like one day.. like one leaf pushed aside as one walks down their randomly acred path..ignoring what I tried to tell them.. I have no use for ignorance.. Bush needs to be removed.. Ideas for the Day... Shirt- "Support our Troops, Not the asshole that put them there" Shirt- "Scene Police, You look like a moron" Gas is alomst 2.30 a gallon... how am I supposed to be a good minded minion and pay my taxes and contribute to campaign support..? when I can barely afford to get to work... sometimes America is just lame.. |
| Tuesday, April 6th, 2004 |
| 6:11 pm |
Dam..... Thats the 2nd time I've done that... WTF.. Dancing w/ myself.. |
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